Have I had a post under that title before? It gets so hard to remember. I feel lost these days... like really lost. I have no idea where my life is going or how to get to where i am being pushed. I have no job, just started back to school, no relationship, about 2 friends to my name... really just lost. I think i need to get out of here and be somewhere new, but that would require a level of non-shyness and personality that i am not sure i possess. But i want to just into the world of the unknown. The closer that Amelia gets to being here the more i think i should have just left when i had the shot, before getting attached to her. I wish she would just get here already. But had i gone before this, i wouldn't have had a problem leaving everyone behind. Just me and my cat and dog... gone... a new life... nothing to label me as the failure that i am in this one.
I'M LOST
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